Jain Muni Adarsh

1). Determination of solitude: At age of 9 in 1988 One fine day when I was punished and locked in a shower room; sitting there, I asked God rudely that why had He made all nonsense worldly sufferings? Why can’t He sit Quietly and let others live peacefully? “It is You who are the culprit to create all this mess and we who are the victims to suffer.” I asked Him to make this world like before creation of this world where no one was there and the world was Zero Universe. And I entered in a deep thought of complacent Solitude.

2). From that day I found a new way to remain peaceful with a concept of Zero Universe. I always used this thought only when I was unhappy. But I was yet an insolent not an aspirant.

3). I became aspirant when I heard actually there existed a place known as Moksha which is similar to my Zero Universe. Yet I was ignorant just u-turned towards something which was playing with my mind from many years but I was not able to solve this puzzle solely. I now determined to seek guidance.

4). I found that I will have to renunciate for that. I started with the prevailing standards of asceticism. I was confident and prospering enough but yet unsatisfied with myself. Finally, I became unconventional and to some extent opposer in my mind which sometimes was felt in my action.

5). However, I enunciated conventionally. Many experiences gave me many conclusions and internally my research was consistent.

6). I was crucially benefited by the service to my most beloved Gurudev Shree Nemichandraji Swãmee who suffered kidney failure in the hind part of his life. Yet He was confident and always smiling. This gave me a new ray of light towards detachment of body filled with impurities and falsehood.

7). I was yet in social attachments and evenly wanted to be out of it so left the conventional (for the society) but rigid systems, unevenly dysregulated accustoms and decided to find my Path alone.

8). After Gurudev Shree Nemichandraji Swãmee’s Devlok (departure to heaven) I firmly and immensely devoted my penance to Āchãrya Samrãt Shreemad Ajarãmarji Swamee and begged for the perfect path. I was divinely gifted Shreemad Ajarãmar Anushãsan (the eternal andperfect path of Self-actualization through Self-discipline).

9). Today while writing this I am much blissful contented and consistent towards my determination of Spiritual solitude following Shreemad Ajarãmar Anushãsan.

10). Blessed to have obliging noble Jain society helping me in my journey selflessly.

11). The only left is my salvation. Just concentrating, meditating and striving for emancipation.